Box Crab :Are you

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I do not roar, I do not chase,
I shrink in silence, I leave no trace.
You call it calm, you call it cold,
But this is how my truth unfolds.

I build a shell - not made of steel,
But fears and doubts I never reveal.
This fortress built with fragile thread,
And memories of words unsaid.
You reach for me with fire and fight,
While I retreat from blinding light.

You ask me, “Speak. Just say you care.”
But I am better at just being there.
I hold your world but never show
How deep the tides inside me flow.
A silent battle, fought within,
To let the fragile feelings win.

You burn in words, I drown in thought.
You think I’ve lost you -I have not.
I’m watching storms behind my eyes,
Too slow to chase, too still for cries.
I see the shadow in your eyes,
I know my silence brings you sighs.

I never meant to make you ache,
But love for me is slow to wake.
Not through touch or grand display -
But in the fact I choose to stay.
The grit of silence on my skin,
This heavy quiet, wearing thin.

So judge me not by words I lack,
Nor by how far I hold things back.
I am a crab with heart inside,
That hides not out of shame, but pride.

But if you knock, again, again -
With gentler hands and softened flame,
You just might find me brave enough
To leave the shell and call it love.

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