The Geometry of One
"I have millions of reasons to die" A poet once wrote, in our case, that feels painfully true. *** I have a Septillion reasons now to die. The ledger of despair runs long and dark. Each failure feeds a solitary spark, While time adds fuel and never asks me why. *** And fate, that merciless and silent king, pours oil upon the embers of regret; its unseen hands unweave the golden hours, yet leave the deepest wounds unpaid as debt. *** My mind records the tally of its scars, And counts the weight of every fallen stone. It measures distances to vanished stars, Convinced that all this burden is its own. *** A mountain settles heavily and deep, An ocean pulls against my weary feet. The sleepless hours deny the gift of sleep, And make each echo sound like grim defeat. *** The storm demands surrender from my soul; It fills the sky and blots away the sun. Pain gathers every wound into one whole, And says the fight is lost before begun. *** Yet life is not a game of...