My unwanted Euphoria
I learned to smile with storms in my chest, to wear sunlight over a sky that never rested. Every morning I stitched myself together, thread by thread, secret by secret. // There were nights when the silence grew teeth, and memories wandered through my veins like fire. I chased escapes disguised as freedom, mistaking falling for flying. // Then came moments-brief and blinding- when the world glowed beneath my skin. Streetlights became constellations, and my heartbeat sang louder than reason. // I called it happiness. I called it being alive. I called it everything I had been searching for. // But euphoria is a beautiful liar; it paints gold over broken walls, turns echoes into symphonies, and convinces me I am endless. // Still, somewhere between the highs and the wreckage, I found a quieter truth: I am not the rush, not the fall, not the ghosts that follow me home. // I am the one who survives them. // And though my hands still tremble when tomorrow knocks at the door, I walk tow...