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The Ledger of My Hearth

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  The Ledger of My Hearth ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have learned that honesty is a treasure, The root from which my home has grown, The quiet place where I can measure The life we’ve built, the seeds we’ve sown. !!! It is the vow I hold through weather, The open heart, the trusting gaze, The unseen thread that binds together Our separate nights and shared-out days. ~~~ Yet I have found that love’s devotion Is not in every word I say; The tide of endless, raw emotion Can wear a gentle bond away. !!! For when the floors and dishes call me, When weary hands have carried on, I hide the storms that rise within me Until the sharper winds are gone. ~~~ I do not speak each passing sorrow, Each tired thought, each moment’s ache; For some small truths are best to borrow The grace that kindness chooses to make. !!! I soften words and quiet anger, I let the little battles cease; Not from fear, nor from surrender, But from my longing to keep peace. ~~~ For if I showed each hidden shadow, Each rest...

To the Man I Haven’t Met Yet

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  To the Man I Haven’t Met Yet ************************* I sit beside the window, watching the rain, Listening softly to its gentle refrain. The world outside is covered in grey, But my heart is dreaming of a beautiful day. !!! With every drop that falls from the sky, I wonder about the man I’ve yet to find. A stranger somewhere, living his life, The one who may become my future, my light. !!! I wonder what your eyes will say, When we finally meet someday. Will you see the dreams I hide? Will you understand the heart I keep inside? !!! Will you hold my hand when the storms arrive? Will you stand beside me through the highs and the tides? Will you choose me when the years pass by, Not only when love feels easy and bright? !!! I don’t dream of a perfect fairytale, A love where nothing ever fails. I dream of a heart that stays true, A soul that says, “I’ll walk through life with you.” !!! I dream of a man who respects my name, Who keeps our love alive through joy and pain. Someone who...

The Primitive

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  The Primitive ************** I remember the world before it had a name, Before the green was broken by the plow, When fire was a wonder, not a weapon, And the sky was all the ceiling we’d allow. ->~<- We tracked the deer by heartbeat through the thicket, We thanked the river for the life it gave, We had no locks to keep out one another, And no one dug a brother for a grave. ->~<- No name was carved upon my skin, No walls divided me from you, No lies were dressed as golden words, No masks hid what was true. ->~<- A sharp stone became my first tool, A flame became my guiding light, I fought the cold, I faced the dark, And survived another night. ->~<- Then came the age of iron and of angles, When men began to measure out the mud, To call a mountain "mine" and fence the valley, And sign the deed in ink, and then in blood. ->~<- We traded in the starlight for the lantern, We traded in the silence for the gear, We built our towers higher than the re...

The Light We Carry

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In this beautiful journey beneath the endless sky, We meet many souls as the moments pass by. Some bring us comfort, some bring us pain, Some arrive like sunshine, some like rain. ~~~~ Some hearts are candles in the silence of night, Burning with love just to offer their light. They give their warmth though their flame grows small, Asking for nothing, expecting nothing at all. ~~~~ Some souls are clouds that travel above, Carrying kindness, compassion, and love. They pour down blessings on the earth below, Helping lost dreams and tired hearts grow. ~~~ And some are like fireflies dancing in the dark, Carrying within them a beautiful spark. They do not need stars to prove they shine, Their little glow makes the night divine. ~~~ A firefly does not compete with the sun, It shines because shining is what it has begun. A gentle reminder through the silent night, Even a small soul can create light. ~~~ But some hearts are black holes in space, Taking our love without leaving a t...

The Lady Moon

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I am the woman woven from the night, A silver mirror of forgotten sight. The world admires the beauty that I show, But never sees the storms that rage below. Sometimes I vanish from the crowded sky, Not to be lost, but just to wonder why- To find the pieces that I cast aside, And heal the wounds I usually must hide. For so long, I remained a perfect sphere, To shine completely and conceal my fear. I strove to give without a pausing breath, As if a fading phase were like a death. I wore a mask to prove that I was whole, And locked away the shadows of my soul. But in my own reflection I could see: Who am I when no eyes are watching me? I dropped the mask and found a quiet space, The dark became a fertile, healing place. It was the soil where sleeping seeds could grow, The only home my truest self could know. My crescent phase has taught me how to wait, The hidden moon gave courage to my fate. The full moon taught acceptance of the past, To know that nothing is designed to las...

Wedding Morning

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Wedding Morning ***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*** The sun rose softly that morning, painting gold across the sky, while a little girl inside her heart wondered when the years went by. *** The house was filled with laughter, with footsteps, songs, and light, but somewhere deep within her soul, she held a silent night. *** Her hands wore shades of crimson, her eyes held dreams and tears, a thousand little memories stood beside her through the years. *** Her mother’s loving whispers, her father’s gentle smile, her brothers’ endless teasing - she carried every mile. *** The jewels upon her table sparkled bright and new, but none could shine as brightly as the love she always knew. *** Today she’d leave the doorway where her childhood used to stay, walking into someone’s world on her own wedding day. *** She smiled for all around her, hiding storms she couldn’t say, for a daughter becomes a bride while her heart learns to fly away. *** And somewhere in the silence, beneath the bridal ...

The Refining Fire

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  The Refining Fire ~~***~~~~***~~ I entered this world with an open, bare hand, A stranger arriving in a transient land. Yet I grasped at the trophies, the praise, and the gold, Forgetting I borrowed what I never could hold. ~~***~~ I built up my kingdoms, I argued, I fought, Chasing brief illusions that the daylight had caught. But the clock never pauses, my hour will chime, To strip all my attachments from the hands of time. ~~***~~ Death is no shadow, no thief in my night, But my mystical guide walking into the light. The quiet companion who stays by my side, To show me the ocean beyond this brief tide. ~~***~~ My wealth will divide, and my arguments cease, As I shed all my armor and step into peace. My memories will fade like the mist on a stream, As I, the deep dreamer, awake from the dream. ~~***~~ For life was the forge where my spirit had to go, To learn from the friction, the sorrow, the blow. Like iron once plunged in the heat of the pyre, I am being made sharp by the re...