Tuition Time

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In halls of learning, where our minds unfold,

I feel the weight of truths we’re rarely told.

We pay the price for knowledge we pursue,

Each step exacts a cost we never knew.


The books are many, the notes are few,

My cup runs dry-and so does yours too.

We rush from class to class, no time to think,

Straight into tuition before we blink.


I sit through lessons stretched absurdly long,

Same slides, same jokes, the answers spooned and wrong.

We memorize, forget, then memorize again,

Calling it “progress of study” through clenched teeth and pain.


We nod on cue, pretend we understand,

While clocks crawl slowly, mocking every plan.

Bored stiff by learning drained of any spark,

Paying extra just to sit in the dark.


I’ve felt the sting of pressure, sharp and plain,

And we’re beaten down by stress and strain.

Not always fists-but endless days,

Pinched by time and rising fees we pay.


I watch our parents carry silent pain,

And we absorb the weight so they won’t complain.

A sacrifice we make for brighter days,

For futures shaped in hopeful ways.


Still, I dream-and so do we-each night,

Of learning that feels alive, not just “right.”

So we endure through trials and strife,

Believing education builds a worthwhile life.

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