I stilnholding on

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Verse 1:
Woke up late, the sky was gray,
Another heavy-hearted day.
I put my feet down on the floor,
But my dreams don’t fit me anymore.

Chorus:
I'm still holding on, through the storm and through the silence,
Even when the night feels long, and the world feels like a riot.
One breath, one step, one broken song—
I’m not okay, but I’m still holding on.

Verse 2:
You used to be my northern light,
Now I’m just chasing quiet nights.
I talk to shadows on the wall,
They don’t answer when I call.

Chorus:
I'm still holding on, through the storm and through the silence,
Even when the night feels long, and the world feels like a riot.
One breath, one step, one broken song—
I’m not okay, but I’m still holding on.

Verse 3:
Time moves slow when you’re alone,
And silence cuts straight to the bone.
I wear a smile that doesn’t stay,
Just trying to make it through the day.

Verse 4:
I still remember how you laughed,
The way your love could light a path.
Now every step feels twice as long,
But somehow, I keep moving on.

Chorus:
I'm still holding on, through the storm and through the silence,
Even when the night feels long, and the world feels like a riot.
One breath, one step, one broken song—
I’m not okay, but I’m still holding on.

Verse 5:
Maybe one day I’ll feel the sun,
Like life’s not something I need to outrun.
But till that light comes through the dawn,
I’m still here, and I’m holding on.

Final Chorus (softer, hopeful):
I'm still holding on, through the dark and through the doubt,
Even when my fire burns out.
One breath, one step—this pain won’t last long…
I’m still here, yeah… I’m still holding on.

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